time to live and let go

Sometimes the feeling of nostalgia brings on a sudden rush of euphoria…if only real life could still be as euphoric as some of these memories are. I try not to dwell on the past so much, but lately it’s so strong that I can’t help but succumb to those feelings. I’m in a bad mood 24/7 lately and I don’t know why. Actually, I do know why- it’s cause I keep dwelling on the past. Of course there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel right? I hope so. Too many major negative events went on last year and it all happened so quickly that it gave me whiplash. Things fell apart, but now my job is to start over and start fresh. Time to focus on the future and the big plans I have for this year, 2010. I’m going to try to be a better person, as hard as that may seem. There is something that semi-describes my current situation and whenever I’m having a hard time, I read it and it makes me feel better knowing that in the end, things will fall together and go my way…

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that they can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you’ll eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."


Quote from Marilyn Monroe. She was a much wiser woman than people gave her credit for. I hope one day people will think of me the same way. I hope that once I change in the new year, I’ll learn to let go. I think with enough time, it will happen. Those good things fell apart, and I really hope that the better things will start falling together soon and I sure hope they’re good enough to bring me out of this sadness and make it all better! C’est la vie!